I have been abused since I was a child, and it took a long time for me to stop the abuse; myself. Prescription Drugs, Alcohol, Men, My Children, My Employee's. There was one thing that was a common denomination, and that was; everything, turned out badly, it all turned for the worse. And I had everyone else to blame.
It was a way of life for me. It was so subtle, that it appeared "normal". And to many, that's exactly how you can describe it.
Normal.But now, I have discovered that, " It doesn't have to be this way".All the self sabotage is no longer, the self hatred, and denial are all gone! My relationships, now are built on love and trust, and are ... fun!
A better understanding of God, and myself are evident. What is the miracle is that, my relationship didn't have to change; I changed!
Would that be too incredible?That's exactly how I feel, for the first time in my life! DD
I can honestly say that it wasn't easy. but it was worth it. Every time I look at my life now. I feel like I can face my difficulties head on, with confidence and courage. I am not the person that needs to hide anymore!JR
